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Friday, May 30, 2014

His bound body...




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KINKS GALORE! 5 / 5 stars

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May 22, 14

Read from May 21 to 22, 2014 — I own a copy

This is one astounding romance, full of eroticism, deep and many times dark emotions, where the feelings are depicted in achingly and excruciatingly heartfelt detail...  if you are looking for a cupcake, overly sweet and full of fluffy frosting, this is not. This is the "seven sins chocolate cake", sophisticated, decadent, dark and a bit sweet as well... This is a book that at times, will make you consider the need to refresh your knickers and at other times, reach for a Xanax... or ten. It's an absolutely fascinating story, wholly recommended and worth it.

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5.0 out of 5 stars Exceptional!




5.0 out of 5 stars Exceptional!May 29, 2014 By Samaris
This is an amazing book filled with passion, deception and some of the most amazing sex scenes I have ever read.





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Thursday, May 29, 2014

Do I make you nervous?






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NINE out of TEN for Dangerously Happy from RAINBOW GOLD REVIEWS

"Dangerously Happy is easily the hottest book I’ve ever read. The sex scenes are amazing!  . . . The sex is very graphic, even brutal sometimes, and yet I couldn’t get away from the sensuality of it . . . But it isn’t just about the sex. The sex is there because the characters need it to be able to deal with emotional stuff . . .I loved the raw emotion behind every word, every gesture, every thought . . . I absolutely loved this book, and can’t wait to read more from Varian Krylov! "





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Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Dangerous Writing - 5 stars for Dangerously Happy


5.0 out of 5 stars Dangerous writingMay 26, 2014
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Bogey "Gene" (Arkansas, USA) - See all my reviews
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This is so beautifully written, such emotion, such patience,so much love. The characters were real, but instead of flesh and bone, there was doubt and fear, hunger and need. As you read you feel all of them. Wonderful story.



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Dangerously Addicting! 5 stars


5.0 out of 5 stars Dangerously addictingMay 22, 2014
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This is not your average straight guy and gay guy fall in love story. This is a story about expanding horizons and growing into stronger people together as well as helping each other to heal from some mind blowing trauma. I was totally engrossed in the journey and enjoyed traveling with Dario and Aiden on their way to each other.
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Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Letting him undress me...




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Boys in Our Books reviews Dangerously Happy

Krylov expertly plays with out-of-your-comfort-zone subjects that not everyone will fancy. But those who love their darker fare and mind fuckery will be thrilled to be able to plunge into Dangerously Happy. This new book doesn’t touch upon the scariest taboos that are out there though. In fact, it starts out as a deliciously tender gay for you story that combines all the tasty ingredients that come with the trope: the quiet lusting, confusing emotions, blushes, cherry popping and sweet angst . . GFY lovers, get in line! And if shy anal virgins aren’t reason enough to lean back and sigh, the narrator’s voice, his emotions, seemed so realistic to me, that it almost felt as if Krylov plucked my own thoughts out of my head and wrote them down. So different from stories in which you have to suspend disbelief when the plot is pushed forward by TSTL MCs who dwell in silly misunderstandings . . . Sweet and endearing as the beginning may be, Dangerously Happy doesn’t remain a cotton candy fest as the plot slowly shifts to dark secrets and past traumas . . . 



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Monday, May 26, 2014

FIVE STAR Review for Dangerously Happy from Louis Stevens


5.0 out of 5 stars Beautiful story that draws you in from the first chapterMay 22, 2014
This review is from: Dangerously Happy (Kindle Edition)
Solid 5 stars!

Lord help me this was a beautiful story. Varian's narrative voice draws you in from the get-go.

Dario is by far one of the most intriguing characters in Dangerously Happy and I enjoyed that Varian made you work for it to get to know him, shedding him layer by layer until you feel like you are inside his mind, even though the point of view character is the delectably and adorably inexperienced Aidan.

There were definite tender moments that forced you to look into the depths of human nature and there were sexy moments a plenty.

His shyest, happiest smile. "Aidan, love. I want you to live with me. I want us to share our lives with each other."
"Me too."
Another night of endless lovemaking.

I also enjoyed the dynamics between the two MCs, where you're never 100% sure which character assumes which role in the relationship (strict btm / top) which is always a refreshing challenge to me who personally like to place characters squarely into boxed labels (far too much).

The mystery element of the story adds to the build up of tension that Varian crafts throughout the story and I enjoyed some of the cringeworthy awkward moments during the MC's coming out scenes. It makes me wonder just how the author is able to relate to the struggles that every guy faced with coming out has to eventually face, since she does it with a great sense of realism.

To top it all off, the ending leaves you satisfied, even though you're not ready to say goodbye to Varian's leading men yet.

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Sunday, May 25, 2014

FIVE STAR REVIEW for Dangerously Happy


5.0 out of 5 stars Dark needs are made of this....May 22, 2014
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This is one astounding romance, full of eroticism, deep and many times dark emotions, where the feelings are depicted in achingly and excruciatingly heartfelt detail. It starts easily enough with a little tryst between a straight man, Aidan and Dario, a gay writer and the owner of a commune art space when people gather during the weekends to showcase their art and listen to underground bands. Aidan is the lead singer of one of these bands but at the same time holds a regular corporate job. After a bumpy start, when they split for a couple of months after A does something quite stupid, they settle in a fledging, budding relationship. Aidan feels like waking up, at last, after a life conforming to others' expectations, and they begin to explore what they have. But nothing is so easy. They must deal with serious trouble in the communal place and worst, it brings back an episode from Dario's dark and traumatic past. I will not reveal more of the plot, but let me tell you, the writing is so very intense. The story delves into the intricate, many sided aspects of BDSM, it's psychological and emotional needs and reasons.
As I said, at the beginning seems to be another GFY romantic sexy story but soon enough develops in ways not so your regular romance that can be uncomfortable for some readers of the m/m genre. To make myself clear: if you are looking for a cupcake, overly sweet and full of fluffy frosting, this is not. This is the "seven sins chocolate cake", sophisticated, decadent, dark and a bit sweet as well. Eaten with the best of champagne.
There are kinks galore, an MFM threesome, another MMM, just to mention something. The book, for moments, can be quite overwhelming as Dario & Aidan explore their love. their psyches, their sexual life. There was a moment in the interaction between the 2 MC and a third part that I actually felt Aidan's anxiety, my hands were trembling, my heart was hammering, I truly felt with him.
This is a book that at times, will make you consider the need to refresh your knickers and at other times, reach for a Xanax... or ten. It's an absolutely fascinating story, wholly recommended and worth it. Usually, I avoid to read books that have threesomes and /or kinky plays, I find them unbelievable or just silly porn smut. But I never felt I was given porn while reading Dangerously happy, not at all.
Finally, a recommendation: Don't read it while in public transportation or in company... unless it's a very very naughty company :-)




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Saturday, May 24, 2014

Naked and vulnerable.


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New FIVE STAR review for Dangerously Happy


5.0 out of 5 stars Crazy/Beautiful Love StoryMay 24, 2014
This review is from: Dangerously Happy (Kindle Edition)
Anyone that try's to tell you this is anything but a love story missed the point of this book BIG TIME. This is a love story of epic proportions. The passion, romance, love and lust here sets this book on fire, even more than the incredible cover. This is one of the best romances I have read in years and I could have read a hundred more pages. I can highly recommend this is all lovers of gay romance fiction.


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Friday, May 23, 2014

5 STARS from ADRIENNE WILDER for Dangerously Happy


5.0 out of 5 stars Hot enough to burnMay 21, 2014
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Not many writers can create beautiful angst and tension with romance in its purest form. Dangerously Happy does just that. The sex is beautiful, smoking hot, and builds the plot into a crescendo of emotional challenges between two lovers. You accompany both main characters on their journey to self discovery experiencing their personal struggles and glorious victories. An excellent read, that I highly recommend!
But some advice before you sit down with this book---make sure you're wearing flame retardant underwear. Not even a cold shower is enough to bank the heat on this one.

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Thursday, May 22, 2014

FIVE STAR REVIEW for Dangerously Happy


5.0 out of 5 stars Dark needs are made of this....May 22, 2014
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This review is from: Dangerously Happy (Kindle Edition)
This is one astounding romance, full of eroticism, deep and many times dark emotions, where the feelings are depicted in achingly and excruciatingly heartfelt detail. It starts easily enough with a little tryst between a straight man, Aidan and Dario, a gay writer and the owner of a commune art space when people gather during the weekends to showcase their art and listen to underground bands. Aidan is the lead singer of one of these bands but at the same time holds a regular corporate job. After a bumpy start, when they split for a couple of months after A does something quite stupid, they settle in a fledging, budding relationship. Aidan feels like waking up, at last, after a life conforming to others' expectations, and they begin to explore what they have. But nothing is so easy. They must deal with serious trouble in the communal place and worst, it brings back an episode from Dario's dark and traumatic past. I will not reveal more of the plot, but let me tell you, the writing is so very intense. The story delves into the intricate, many sided aspects of BDSM, it's psychological and emotional needs and reasons.
As I said, at the beginning seems to be another GFY romantic sexy story but soon enough develops in ways not so your regular romance that can be uncomfortable for some readers of the m/m genre. To make myself clear: if you are looking for a cupcake, overly sweet and full of fluffy frosting, this is not. This is the "seven sins chocolate cake", sophisticated, decadent, dark and a bit sweet as well. Eaten with the best of champagne.
There are kinks galore, an MFM threesome, another MMM, just to mention something. The book, for moments, can be quite overwhelming as Dario & Aidan explore their love. their psyches, their sexual life. There was a moment in the interaction between the 2 MC and a third part that I actually felt Aidan's anxiety, my hands were trembling, my heart was hammering, I truly felt with him.
This is a book that at times, will make you consider the need to refresh your knickers and at other times, reach for a Xanax... or ten. It's an absolutely fascinating story, wholly recommended and worth it. Usually, I avoid to read books that have threesomes and /or kinky plays, I find them unbelievable or just silly porn smut. But I never felt I was given porn while reading Dangerously happy, not at all.
Finally, a recommendation: Don't read it while in public transportation or in company... unless it's a very very naughty company :-)
Ah! and what a beautiful cover!


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Wednesday, May 21, 2014

5 STARS: RECOMMENDED READ from multitaskingmomma

[Krylov's] talent for the descriptive word is simply amazing. The thoughts and feelings of each and every individual character in this book... were... treated with such intimacy. This is an overwhelming book. The level of raw eroticism reached was more than I had ever encountered before. Dangerously Happy does not read like an ordinary romance/erotic novel. There were just so many layers: from the obviously highly erotic sexual content which ranged from vanilla, to consensual BDSM, morphing into rough sex to fulfill a fantasy, all the way to the psychological and emotional angst each man carried as baggage. It was heartbreaking and real and raw. Very, very raw. I am just astounded by this work. I cannot recommend this more, especially for those who want to read quality work."

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Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Dangerously Happy EXPLICIT EXCERPT: Dario and Aidan invite Vera into their bed

Dario pressed his chest and belly to my back, and her heavily mascaraed green eyes followed Dario’s hand to my cock, which he cupped and squeezed again before saying, “Aidan’s dick got hard when he thought about you getting off to the sound of us fucking.”
Yes, I was blushing again. But the way she smiled, I also realized that she was in and that Dario had probably known already what her reaction to our invitation was going to be. She strutted over like an expert coquette and cupped her own hand over Dario’s, and the change in pressure over my hard-on, the subtle friction, just about pulled all the air out of my lungs and sent a surge of blood to my cock.
“Is that true, Aidan?” she teased.
Nothing to lose, now. “Yes.”
“Should I go back downstairs, then, so you two can get started?” she asked.
Those green eyes fixed on mine, awaiting my answer. Waiting. Waiting.
“Aidan,” Dario murmured by my ear, but loud enough that I’m sure Vera heard him, “don’t be rude. Give Vera a kiss so she feels welcome.”
I don’t know how, but looking at her, at those meticulously made-up green eyes, I knew that’s what she wanted me to do. I brought my mouth to hers, paused for a moment in case I was wrong, in case she wanted to dodge my kiss, then touched her lips with mine. And then we really kissed. And all the while, Dario kept his body pressed against mine.
Then Dario said, “Do you want to share?” and for a second I thought he was talking to me, but then he said, “Or do you want him all to yourself?”
Smudged lipstick smile. “I was raised to play well with others. I don’t mind sharing.”
Dario coaxed, “Give her another kiss, love.”
When Vera and I merged into another hot, wet kiss, Dario started mouthing my neck, and the thrill of those two simultaneous sensations already had me trembling and whimpering. We played and fucked for hours. Vera was deliciously greedy, insatiable, inexhaustible. I think she came five times.
When I woke up, Vera was in the shower and Dario was lying next to me, hands laced behind his head, staring up at the ceiling. I was instantly filled with dread that we’d crossed a line the night before. That I’d been too caught up in my pleasure, in the thrill of what we were doing, and I’d somehow let Dario get hurt. But then he noticed I was awake, turned to me with a look of contentment, a look of love, and gave me a soft, lingering kiss.
“Did you enjoy yourself last night,” he whispered.
“God, yes. Did you?”
“Thoroughly. So much so, I was just lying here scheming about how we can most enjoy the rest of Vera’s visit.” A deep, tender kiss. “Why don’t you go take your shower while I make breakfast.”
“Sounds like Vera’s still in there,” I said.
“Yes it does,” he said with a suggestive grin.
I laughed, nervous, awkward. Playing, the three of us, was one thing. Him sending me off to screw his friend while he cooked for us felt like something else. “I’d rather be here. With you.”
Sweet smile. “Go on, love. Enjoy Vera while she’s here. In a couple days she’ll be gone. And you and I will still be here. Just like always.”
When I knocked, Vera chimed her, “Come in” in a playful sing-song, and when I opened the bathroom door, she gazed at me through the shower glass, unabashedly or possibly even exhibitionistically shampooing her hair, putting her wet body on perfect display.
“Whatcha got there?” she asked, looking at my hand. Suddenly walking in there with condoms seemed obnoxiously presumptuous. But I made myself open my hand and show her. “And where’s Dario?” she asked, rinsing the shampoo from her dark hair while the suds cascaded over her gleaming skin. Without any makeup, her hair wet and plastered over her scalp, she looked like a different person. Like the wholesome cousin of the girl I’d fucked in front of Dario the night before.
“Making breakfast.”
“Oooh. Pancakes, I hope. He makes the best pancakes.”
For minutes she wouldn’t let me kiss her or touch her. She got a handful of shower gel and slowly moved her hands over me, inch by inch, her big, green eyes locked on mine at first, then sometimes following, sometimes anticipating the soapy swaths down my arm, across my chest, down my belly. It was sexy as hell, watching her watch as she wrapped her frothing fist around my turgid cock and slowly stroke, watching her turn her gaze up and look at me while she worked me up to a pitch of desperate need, still not letting me touch or kiss. And then that little mocking grin as she abandoned my cock and went back to bathing me, taking her goddam sweet time, lathering my calves, my thighs, teasing my balls, turning me toward the wall and palming, caressing, squeezing my ass in both hands, then slipping her soapy fingers between my cheeks. I don’t know why that startled me so much.
She laughed, a pretty, lilting giggle. “Really? You’re shy about having your ass touched? And you’re with Dario?”
“I don’t know. It’s different with you.”
“Is it?” she said in a breathy, teasing voice she used now and then. Then she slid a finger into my asshole. Oh God. Oh fuck. “I wish I had a cock so I could put you on your knees and fuck you, Aidan.”
We settled for me sinking to the shower floor and her straddling and riding me through three climaxes before she finally let me come, begging, grabbing, bracing my feet and my back against facing walls and flexing to thrust up into her.
I was still inside her when she asked, “Are you in love with him?” It should have felt strange, that question, under those circumstances, but for some reason it didn’t.
“Yes.”
When she smiled like that, now that her lips weren’t painted starlet red, she looked incredibly young. “Very much in love with him?”
“Yes.”
“Good. I’ve never seen him this happy. That sadness he’s always had, that he’s always trying to escape or mask, hardly shows while he’s around you.”
When I got back to the loft after work that night, Dario was alone, and unusually intense. As soon as I walked in the door he was on me, kissing me hungrily, pulling me hard against him, practically clawing at me. “Come upstairs,” he panted. “I have a surprise for you.”
Even after our marathon session of incredible firsts the night before, I was shocked, maybe even a little frightened by Dario’s surprise. On the bed, Vera was naked. Blindfolded. Gagged. Bound with her arms stretched up overhead and her legs held wide apart by a bar between her ankles. I’ve never seen anyone look so vulnerable, or so lewdly displayed. Her cunt looked so utterly indefensible. And lying between her legs were a pile of condoms, a bottle of lube, two dildos and three ass toys, the sight of which instantly filled my mind with images of her cunt and asshole being penetrated.

In a low, taunting voice Dario said to Vera, “Look, honey. I brought you another friend to play with.” Then he put his hand on my cock, squeezed, and growled loud enough for Vera to hear, “Does this huge hard-on mean you like your surprise?”



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Monday, May 12, 2014

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"This is not just a book about a three-way relationship (although it is, I think, the best MMF book I have ever read)... glorious, weird, superemotional, blazing hot sex... There's real suspense. I truly did not know what was going to happen next at many points, and parts of the revealed backstories shocked the hell out of me."

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Saturday, May 10, 2014

Guys Like Romance, Too!: Love Dangerously!

My first ever guest blog post!
Love Dangerously!
I love suffering with my sex. I'm not talking about BDSM (though there's always at least a sprinkling and sometimes a heaping helping of that in my novels, as well). No, I mean pathos. Conflict and turmoil. Angst...

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Tuesday, May 6, 2014

Dangerously Happy EXPLICIT excerpt: Aidan's first time with a man

He sighed, then kissed me again, this time not hiding his hunger, pulling me tight against him, licking and biting and sucking my lips in a way he hadn’t done before, and I was already getting hard again and I tried to forget my haunting doubts about how I ought to be doing things and for the first time I started to really touch him, to explore that delicious body, skin as smooth and soft as any woman I’d ever touched, but the architecture of him so, so male, those long, sinewy limbs, his narrow hips, those naturally broad shoulders I was so jealous of. He kept putting his mouth to me, kissing my neck, then biting, until the skin all over my body was tingling. Had I ever made a lover feel the way he made me feel? One or two, maybe. The two I’d been so obsessed with that I almost forgot my own pleasure in my desperation to make them need me as urgently as I’d thought I needed them.
When we were both quivering and needfully flexing and rubbing against each other I broke away from his ravenous kiss and asked, “What do you want?”
I want whatever you’re ready for.”
Don’t do that. Pretend for a second you’re not afraid of scaring me off.”
He gave me a shy, almost embarrassed smile that was utterly endearing. “You really want me to say it, whatever it is? No holding back?”
Suddenly I was terribly nervous again. But still agonizingly hard. “Yes.”
I’m dying for you to fuck me.”
Honestly, I didn’t believe him. That of everything, that was the one thing he wanted to do more than anything else. I was sure that the honest answer would have been that he wanted to fuck me. And that, more or less, is what I said.
He laughed, quietly and very sweetly. “Even after what you just experienced, you can’t believe I’m aching to feel you inside me?”
It’s not the same thing. Is it?”
Still smiling. God, that smile of his. “No, it’s not the same thing. But bottoming is delicious, too. Don’t dream for one second that I’m offering to sacrifice myself at the altar of your pleasure.” A tender, lingering kiss. Then, “But I can also wait for pleasure like that. I don’t want us to do it before you’re ready.”
I hurried to say, “I want to. God, I want to. I just . . . ”
It’s okay. Say what you’re thinking.” Sweet little kisses along my hairline, from just by my ear, up to my temple. Then that steady gaze. “You’re safe with me.”
I just wish I were more experienced. So I’d be good.”
You’ll be good.”
I don’t . . . I’ve only done anal a couple times. And the two women, neither of them liked it much.”
A little grin. “I’ll like it. Don’t worry. Just start off slow and easy, and don’t take offense that I have a habit of communicating exactly what I want.”
I smiled at him through my nervous uncertainty. “Alright.”
He gave me a smile. Gave me a kiss. A hungry, slow, wanting kiss that went deeper and deeper as we started touching each other. Caresses. Palms and fingertips exploring sleek planes, contours of muscle and sinew, smooth skin, tufts of hair. The way he was using his mouth on me, the way he was touching me, he had me panting, writhing, flexing into his hand each time he started to tease my cock, rock hard again, aching. I was holding out, resisting my urgent need to release the want he was provoking, half out of the desire to tease him, to make him ache the way I was aching, and half because I was afraid to start it. But then he drew back, and after gazing at me for a few moments, maybe to give me a look of reassurance, or maybe trying to read in my face if I was half as ready mentally as I was physically, he fished a condom out of the nightstand drawer, opened the wrapper, and after a provokingly mischievous little grin, put it on me. Then I watched, breathless, as he lubed up my cock, but at the same time it was taunting, thrilling, him rubbing and squeezing my desperately swollen erection.
Finally he said, “I’m fucking dying for it, Aidan. Please don’t make me wait any more,” his usually serene voice like the growl of some big, predatory animal. Then he was on his knees, turning away from me. I planted my knees between his, ran my hands over his ass. Fuck, his perfect, muscular ass. Holding my cock in my hand, I found his dark little pucker, and nudged the crown up against it. “Just start slow, okay, baby?”
Yes. I’ll start slow,” I said, and it came out so quietly I hoped he heard me.
I was so crazy with want it was hard to go slow and gentle. As I pushed the head of my cock past his clinging clench and I felt the squeeze of his body I whimpered with the strain of holding back.
Okay?” I whispered.
Trembling under me he said, “Yes. Fuck, yes. Just, I’m dying for more of you. Push into me slowly, baby. But please, give me all of it.” I did what he said, and slowly as I could bear, pushed the entire length of my cock into him, the little grunt he let out driving a maddening thrill through me. “Fuck,” he panted. “Fuck, you feel so good. Let me feel you move.” His voice trembling, like his body. “Start gently, but don’t be afraid. You won’t hurt me.”
I stroked his hair, caressed the graceful nape of his neck, ran my fingertips lightly down his spine, then curved both hands against his hips, and still struggling to hold myself in check, pulled a little way out, panting through the intense sensation of his body’s desperate grip on mine, as if it were trying to hold me still, and then I worked my cock back into him until my groin was pressed right up against his ass. Little by little, listening to his huffing breaths, his little grunts and sighs, I started to fuck him. Before long I had to stop and hold still for a minute because it was already too much and I was afraid of coming too soon. Still inside of him, I bent down to kiss his neck, running my hands over his lean abdomen, his chest, teasing his nipples for a moment, loving how that made him groan and push back like he was begging for more of my cock.
God, I wanted to make him come. Hear him, feel his body shudder through a climax. I grabbed the lube and got a glob of it in my hand, reached under him, and wrapped my hand lightly around the base of his cock. God, what a weird, awesome feeling, the sensation of having a hard cock in my hand, but not my hard cock.
He whimpered a warbly little, “Ah, fuck,” as I took hold of him, and let out the most rousing, delicious moan as I slid my hand up the length of his hard-on and gave the crown of his cock a little squeeze just as I started fucking him again, pumping my dick into him and drawing it out with all the restraint I could muster. “You feel so fucking good, baby. You have no idea,” he said, his quiet voice strained.
I’d really thought he’d wrung me dry sucking my cock while he’d fingered my ass, but I was killing myself trying not to get carried away too soon, desperate not to come before he did, so I started jerking him in earnest.
Baby,” he huffed, “I’m not going to last two more minutes if you keep that up.”
I went still. “I just . . . I don’t think I can last, no matter what,” I confessed.
He made a sound, and I thought maybe he’d laughed. Turning to look back at me, I think I was right, because there was his mischievous smile. “It was just a courtesy, my little warning. Don’t stop. You’re perfect.”
Panting and grunting, we got our rhythm back, me still pumping my hips shallow and slow, trying desperately to hold on as I stroked him, knowing as soon as he shifted a little under me and I realized that he was holding himself up on just one arm that he was close, that he was going to ejaculate in his cupped hand, the idea of it giving me such a sudden thrill I almost lost it right then, but I kept massaging his hard cock, pumping my dick into him, pausing, then going at it again, my heart pounding.
Fuck, baby. Oh, fuck!” He let out a long, guttural groan, writhing under me, pushing back into me and saying, “Don’t stop though, keep fucking me. Harder. Stop holding back,” and I did what he said, all my anxiety suddenly gone, and surrendered to how fucking good it felt, fucking him, stroking him until he caught and stilled my hand, crying out, and holy fucking God I started to come, a long, excruciating spasm like all the life force was being suddenly, violently sucked out of me, crying out, fuck, almost crying.
When I’d pulled out and he’d used a couple tissues to mop up the mess in his hand he gave me a smile so happy it felt like my heart was breaking. We sprawled, panting, holding hands. When I thought about it, that felt stranger than anything had felt all during those hours of terrifying, beautiful firsts. Lying there sated and naked, holding each others’ hands. Wonderful, but strange. Then he turned onto his side and lay there gazing at me, and I turned onto my side to gaze back.
You’re alright?” he asked, looking utterly tranquil as if the only possible answer was “yes.”
I feel absolutely perfect. Body and soul.” Beautiful. When he smiled like that, like he was the embodiment of happiness, the only possible adjective for him was beautiful. “How are you feeling?”
Dangerously happy,” he said.
Dangerously?”
Being too happy is always dangerous.”



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